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Name: Tammy
Birthday: 3/17/1983
Gender: Female
Interests: every sport there is except maybe croquet never got it, outdoors anything, reading. i wanna sing sing sing...just to sing...i love to sit with a cat on my lap talking about the good old days when cats werent ran over by foolish fools. I ADORE a good cup of tea. sitting in a hammock that is under a tree that filters the sunlight on your face that is a good one. Memories of times when i laughed or made someone laugh...friends that are still my friends through all the CRAP of life...oh and most of all GOD...LOVE HIM...
Expertise: i know how to be a pretty dang convincing red head...only four percent of the population of the world can do that....
Occupation: Student
Message: message me
Member Since:
6/26/2004
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| For some strange reason i decided to NOT sleep today...I have been up well over the normal amount of time.. And all I can think about is what i want to wear to church. Brown skirt or red skirt..I may have to iron. GROSS. I also got to sing to some music and think about how amazing God is to me. Engraced to stay Lord make my heart engraced to stay. I need to buy some fish. I also need to clean my shower. Fish first definitely. Hmmm. I am almost to the point of being able to watch the sun come up. I think I will take some pictures (of course because it is pretty, but mainly to prove that i have been up this early before) Actually i may not make it. I just had a really big wave of pure exhaustion hit me. And it hits hard let me tell you. Like a champion fighting for the belt. I think i am cutting the majority of sugar out of my diet. I am consuming so much more than i could possibly need and sometimes I am eating just to eat. Hmm...Anyway guess i will talk to you all later...OH and for those of you who dont have it....visit my myspace! www.myspace.com/tammyphillips
I love you all more with each passing breath
Tam Tam
And also just pray for the families who lost loved ones four years ago today.... | | |
| I wrote these post a long time ago but i really liked them so here they are again...
I find it amazing the way that we love God...we love him in good times sure...but we LOVE him in bad times...
We worship him on a normal basis... but we WORSHIP and ADORE him when he has brought us through a tough period...
My prayer is that I would be consistent with my love for God. Steady and unchanging..Mighty and unbreakable.
Usable..
right now i hate who i am. i see how much i ignore the very ONE who created me. i see that i take of advantage constantly of his grace. i hate that i do as Paul said the very thing i hate. I SIN. Honestly i am so ticked off that i have allowed Satan so much free reign in my life. I make it so easy for him. SO EASY. I know that something big is about to happen in my life because i am so broken right now. The very name of God is mentioned and i cry. Strangely i am so aware of my sin. I hurt because of it. I sit ashamed that i who God knitted together ignore his hints and sometimes out right shouts for me to listen. i who am only as big as my own fleshy strength think i could do it on my own. i want to live as an example that i am as strong as God is in me. that i have the true faith to move that mountain. I WANT TO MOVE THE MOUNTAINS!!! I want to dance everyday in the Joy of the LORD. i want to sob in my laughter of knowing he loves me. I claim only that i am The Lord's and he is mine. I love him sooo much. a passion that is unexplainable. he is my life line. he is my absolute. i want to be a messenger. i want to sheperd his flocks. i want to bind Satan tighter and tighter away.... i want to Holy Spirit to guide me to live in me. i want to answer to God before i act. So that i may praise when i am finished.
that is my "real" heart right now. | | |
| so i decided it would be nice of me to actually get on here and give at least a shout out to a few peeps that i know are crazy about this xanga thing...so here i go...
Mugg...I am so glad to catch up with you...i really missed you.
Raven(Ray) I miss you so much i dont have the words.
Paul...you good Sir are one of the greatest people i know...lets go be dramatic together...:)
To all my Kids from Super Summer..I love you so much and miss you all..leave me note...momma T. | | |
| at the request of a lovely Bethany i am going to update... I really dont have much to say but let us see...
Super summer is like 12 days away!!!! I AM SO excited!!!! I cant wait to see all the peeps from last summer and to meet the ones this year.
God is still good..the sky is still blue...(sometimes)...um...I am 22...i have a new car.:) PRAISE GOD!!!
any way...
that is all i got.
tammy | | |
| at the request of a lovely Bethany i am going to update... I really dont have much to say but let us see...
Super summer is like 12 days away!!!! I AM SO excited!!!! I cant wait to see all the peeps from last summer and to meet the ones this year.
God is still good..the sky is still blue...(sometimes)...um...I am 22...i have a new car.:) PRAISE GOD!!!
any way...
that is all i got.
tammy | | |
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